Real friends are few and far between. Unfortunately, the realities of life are such that not all people are able to be genuinely happy for you - and you should try to find those who will do just that. So be attentive to those with whom you make friends and talk - the effect can be quite unexpected. Now I suggest you find a hobby for yourself, I like to play poker online. You can get more information on this site. And you will see that the game is sure to go clean.